Disappearance of Self and Others. Appearance of Oneness |
Regarding
mind and body being one, if you think about this, it is quite easy to
understand. When we feel an emotion such as happiness, sadness,
frustration or satisfaction, we can only recognise that we are
feeling it through our body as the nervous systems in our body reacts
to not only our feelings, but our thoughts as well.
I
discovered this many years ago when I practised the martial art,
Ki-Aikido. At first it was a strange concept to me that body and mind
were one, then I experienced how the mind and body, when mentally
co-ordinated (as they were designed to be), can be capable of almost
supernatural feats. I learned how it was possible to render my body
to be immovable when pushed on by another person, or indeed, two
other people. And then how to render one arm to be un-bendable that
even when I relaxed all the muscles completely, an opponent who
placed one hand into my elbow joint and the other hand on my wrist
found he was unable to bend it.
This was
all done by a visualisation process called extending Ki, and the more
practised I became, the more effective it was. I was learning mind
and body co-ordination; learning just how mind and body were really
co-ordinated and functioning as one. The essence of this at-one-ness
was referred to as Ki in Japanese. In China Ki is referred to as Chi,
and in India Ki is referred to as Prana. It is the life-force; it is
who we really are. This is the energy that we are part of and in
spiritual reality at one with. A good analogy would be that of the
ocean and in our earthly experience, we are the droplets of water of
streams and rivers not really separated from it and to which which we
are constantly moving towards. One day we will return and become part
of the greater ocean and indistinguishable from the whole We are
then, the ocean. We are the Ki. But we are connected to it anyway as
we could ask… where does the water of the river separate and the
ocean begin?
On the
"combat" side of Ki Aikido, we learned how to put ourselves
in our opponent’s position. By relaxing completely (always) and
becoming one with our opponent. Again all this was done through
visualisation, proving to ourselves over and over again the power
that emerges when we can let go of separation and become at one, with
our minds, with our opponents, in fact we are encouraged to practice
being at one with everything we encounter in day-to-day life.
For
most of us this is difficult, but as we live from our mind in
dualism, what seems most real to us is the separation of self and
other. Such opposites make ‘sense’ of life. But with the practice
of that very dualism in using our imagination of all being one, there
may at first be odd glimpses of self and other disappearing, and
there being no-thoughts or no-mind... an awareness so profound that
we would be not be able to describe it with words when we returned to
being in the duality again that helps us make ‘sense’ of worldly
life.
Being at
one does not make sense, for the mind is totally conditioned to make
sense by fragmenting information that we learn in life. But who is
the one that learns?
Once we
have experienced being at one, we will return to such a transcendence
of duality, providing we don’t go looking for it. It is already so!
What already is, cannot be found in the dualism of the mind that
searches through desire. The paradox is that without desire to
re-experience at-one-ness we are unlikely to have the experience
again. We need to be in a state of full acceptance of anything if we
are to transcend it, even desire. Once we give up the desire, we will
be aware that we are indeed, at one.
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